I love flowers but somehow, now I'm not
"Jangan-jangan kau, jangan bermimpi..aku milikmu walau seinci"..I was driving my way to work. It was jammed and I switched on the radio, full blast. I need to clear my head this morning. I supposed to conduct an important meeting this morning. I will be making a presentation to the directors of Dato's company. Arman told me that he will be coming too.

Dato' has been delivering flowers to me every other day. I guess that comes with an obvious intention. Thinking of it makes me sick. He must have treated people as commodities all his life. Life that can be traded. I shared with Arman of my feelings and somehow I think Arman understands me. He advised me to be patient until the project is finished and the company's product successfully launched. In the meantime, I would have to do a lot of pretense.

I hope this would be my last presentation before the launching.

I stayed back quite late last night with my marketing team. We did some brainstorming about my presentation and they gave me tremendous support. Joe, unfortunately, decided to back off at the last minute. The time when we need him, he always managed to wiggle himself out of the situation. But in time of recognition, he will be the first in line. Bosses, we can't live with them and can't live without them either.
- posted by the writer @ 1:35 pm